[Fan account] TS Cath sharing about Persona Encore Concert

Thank Cath for giving me permission to reshare her fan account here with all of you. It was originally shared in TripleSTW and also HyunJoongChina. Please DO NOT repost anywhere else.

I have always admired Hyun Joong for his perseverance and strong will, though at times, I am very worried that if all these were too tough to him. No matter what, all these incident that happened, it has already happened. I believed God has placed him under such situation, so that he could gain some lessons in life, to grow more matured after going through all these plunders. After a storm, there's rainbow.

Life is never smooth sailing for most, but I guess as long as we TripleS, really keep our promise to stay beside him and also SS501. Not just saying it, but in actual action. Saying that you will stay with them forever has a significant meaning, make sure you fullfill your promise, don't because of another new group came out, change to love them less. But continue to support them through all the ups and down, growing old together with them.

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Credit: (Original writer) Cath @ TripleSTW + (reposted) HyunJoongChina.com + (english translation) SS501UFO.blogspot.com
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This fan account was shared in TripleSTW by a TripleS 凯姊---cath. She is an air hostess... fluent in Japanese~know some korean... so whatever Hyun Joong and the rest of the members said, she could roughly understand...
And because of that~ Her impression over this was even deeper!!!

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All sisters I am back
Ms Cath hurricane 72hrs Korean trip has ended ~~~
But currently my eyes are still filled with tears...

I have never thought that Hyun Joong's feeling is like this...

The 1st day, once I saw Hyun
(Ms Cath was standing at Standing Area C~ Hyun stayed here for quite long
I immediately told dongsaeng beside me. Look, Hyun Joong, isn't he slimmed down, and looked more haggard...
I can clearly seen, in his sunken eyes, I think Cody dongsaeng must have tried her very best to cover it, can't just ask him to inject botox~~)

Cath: Hyun ah, you bluff.. previously korean fans said when they met you, you said you are alright, words like you are Kim Hyun Joong...
Kid, you are only 24 years old, your feelings were all written on your face, obviously there's something, I am angry with you trying to act tough..

2nd day, I am at the sitting area, before singing Green Peas, everybody were watching a video clip~~
The clip was not long, it was some past to present clips and also some photographs taken by fans...
Hyun Joong seem to be in deep thoughts (Hyun was just right infront of us, Japan fan took the binoculars and asked me to see, she said Hyun's expression, looked very heavy and serious...) After this, during his turn to talk, Hyun just started to talk, and cried~~~
I can't tolerate anymore, also dropped my tears...
Do you know? He was not just crying, but his expression, was full of grievance, pressure, and also helpless expressions Hyun is not sad, but just too overwork... but he know, he can't disappear anyhow Because he is Kim Hyun Joong, He is SS501's leader, He is not just himself...
After that Hyun said one sentence, I totally broke down, cried on the shoulder of the person beside me

Hyun Joong said~~

"Thank you all the green peas
who have continually stayed with us..."

Then Hyung Jun also suddenly broke down and cried, not because he was a cried baby, but because, he felt the feelings Because he clearly knew, during this period, how Hyun Joong had gone through... Kyu also can't tolerate, Young Saeng forced his smile, but 2 lines of tear had already flowed down... Silly Mal lover still said because he is a man, so he didn't cry, I wonder who's that, sneakily blowing his nose since earlier and kept looking up...

Cath: I am still crying now, because I'm really very heart pain, if you had seen it personally (with your own eyes), you will felt very heart pain
Japan fan beside me didn't say wrongly, Kid, you are just only 24 years old...
Why do you have to endure all these, but you do not have any grumbles?!! Yesterday, you didn't mentioned your hardship, didn't mentioned about your pressure, just continuously thanked us. Thanked many people, also thanked that stupid president that should be banged to the wall.

Really, even when I thought of this, I was also crying, yesterday I kept crying, even in the morning when thought of it still felt sad...
That moment, I really felt like telling him~~ Hyun ah, don't sing anymore, don't be Hyun Joong, go be yourself, is it okay?!
Maybe because the Japan fan and I were not young, we could really felt this kid's thoughtfulness and strong will, and really made people very heart pain...

I was remorseful for the whole night, praying to God, should I not suppose to like them so much..
Because of we wanted to see them, caused them even when during New Year celebration, also can't go home..
Because cannot don't see them, caused Hyun Joong even after such incident had happened, also must forced himself to go on stage to smile for everybody
Because worried about Green Peas' feeling, so must tell us, it is alright...

Is because our love towards all of you, right? Really, at that very moment, I was thinking...

Hyun Joong ah, if you can be happy.. I am willing to let go of my likings towards you...
To return you, your original freedom, carefree and also 4D's soul...
Hyun's parents, sorry... cause your son, to withstand such pressure, sorry...
If possible, to exchange your happiness, I am willing, to give up SS501...

But all I heard was, you said... Thank you for our companion~~
Kim Hyun Joong, I really don't know what to do to you? Sorry, we are so in love with you and the other 4...

Final ending, 5 of them not only bowed but together, kneel down,
and did the traditional bow to all the fans

They are really a bunch of silly kids that made me happy and made me cried...

I broke down again, allowed me to go wash my face and rest, later then send you more of my insights..
OMG... Who can stop my tears!!!

I forgotten, to say a word~~~
Kim Hyun Joong, Heo Young Saeng, Kim Kyu Jong, Park Jung Min, Kim Hyung Jun~~
I use my whole life's promised, to support you forever

~Omit some personal comments from Cath~

Don't worry, we will turn old together (and definitely is me who will turn old first. Ai~~~)

Writer final note:

1) Firstly, thanks for everybody, also want to say sorry to you~~ Ms Cath send this post, everybody's replied, made me broke down after reading. Sorry, would it be, due to my post, most everybody feel down? Really sorry oh~~ But, I am also, very heart pain for Hyun ah...

2) Hyun Joong, Young Saeng, Kyu Jong, Jung Min, Hyung Jin, thanks to all of you~~
Hyun Dad Hyun Mum, Saeng Dad Saeng Mum, Kyu Dad Kyu Mum, Min Dad Min Mum, Maknae Dad and Maknae Mum~~
Please accept my traditional bow, sorry, because of our love, your sons have to work so hard..
Also thanks to all of you, to have taught them so wonderfully, being so considerate, caring and devoted, also know how to love
God will guard and watch over them, we TS, will also turn into tiny stars, surrounding beside this 5 coloured star.
Tiny lights, but like many sparking stars, just like yesterday night's handphone surprised, I can assured with everybody, the Kids were very touched
Thank you SS501, Thank you all of you, also sorry, but I still want to love all of you~~~

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Photographs shared by Cath
Credit: Cath @ TripleSTW.com
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All these photographs were taken by Cath while risking being caught by the security

Seoul Encore Concert ~ 5 boys that made me a crazy girl who cried and laugh

First time, sneakily trying to take photographs in concert (It is a bad behavior, really not good~ but XXXXX)
Not very skillful, not very bold too, please bear with me~~~

Note1: Those wearing yellow dress, was the male dancers dressed in ladies costume, very disgusting, but very funny, hahaha
Note2: Kyu was 'stuffed' into that box, really was quite by forced, he can't even climb out properly

After cake cutting, Kyu was 'bathed' by everybody,
and then finally it was time to say the final thanks to all~~~
(Starting from the lady dancer that squat down,
from right to left: Kyu, Saengie whose tee was torn,
Hyun who was wearing an ear gear,
Rabbit eared Hyun, Mal with the blue towel)

This scene, Hyun took the lead to kneel down on the spot,
doing the traditional bow to the fans, causing me to cry the Nth time
Then I also, returned with a bow on the spot, and kept saying, sorry, we are sorry
However, thank you for all of you, your performance was really good.
Really! Thank You! Please continue, to work hard...
(The group dancer was stunned, because this was too sudden...
Some of the Korean younger fans were saying 'an duwey'~
Of course they can't, they are actually their OPPA...
They are really the 5 silly~~)

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This is Kyu, being stuff into one water tub which was considered quite small for him, he climbed out awkwardly...
Because during the time, there's a big group of people surrounding, so I could only shoot the big screen, LOL~~

A little blur, sorry, because Kyu slipped all in a sudden.
He was totally drenched, poor kid~~~
(Laugh till drop, because initially he still wanted to run away...
eventually was forcefully stuffed into the tub

This is the proof that Kyu was trying to run away but was hold back.
Maknae and one dancer first stopped his way,
then Mal grabbed him from behind,
then a production staff come over to dismantle the mic in his body
(Staff OS~ Hor, this is extremely expensive,
definitely can't be soaked in water ah.
Boss will ask me to go sell roast chestnut... XDD)

Haha, the evil Mal, locked Kyu totally (Most left hand side~~)
Jung Min ah, did Kyu Jong owe you money XDD

Mal who was ultra HIGH~~~
This photograph was so clear, I was also shocked

That Mal~ I wonder what was written on that light bulb balloon,
which made him opened his mouth super big.
The next second, he was shot with water gun into his mouth by fans
Hahahahaha~~~ (Quickly run away, Mal is running over)

Heo Young Saeng your hair was flatten,
but Young Saeng who was playing with water, was super happy
[Saeong: I am SUPER MAN~~~]
(Saeng, you did enjoy pouring water right?! But it's my precious woolen coat la!!!)

Kim Hyung Jun, that stick in your hand, isn't it too big,
so Kyu also owe you money is it?
Why you looked like you wanted to get back your money from him? XDD
(The beautiful dancer infront, originally permed curly hair, you see, all was straighten~~)

That's almost all~~
Hmmm seems like there no Hyun's. Em~~ if I didn't remember wrongly, he seems to come later, was at the other side most of the time?!!
Therefore when I realized that I can take photographs, it was too late, he had already ran away, hehehe

Waoh, make me cried and smiled, I am going to be messed up by five of you la
Hor~~~